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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
What's in my mind..
9:13:00 AM

Saturday



Aliff and i went out.

We watched X-files.


It is amazing how they decided to recreate the show.


The show did make alot of point to the viewers on criminals.

The so called Psychic guy with the grey hair used to be a priest.

He was one who molest male child.

He was a pedophile.


Dana Scully hated him so much cause by this time she was a doctor for children.

So he said, "I didn't ask for this craving."



It got me thinking.... That is awfully true.

Think of it.



Majority of us craves for different things.

For me, i crave for nuts.. I NEED nuts to be in my chocolate before i consume them.


But for psych killers, the crave for the screams of the victims.


In the priest's case..

He craved for children instead of Female adults to satisfy his needs.


So we are not so different, its just that if our craving is acceptable in this society, on this Earth we call "Home".


It also makes you want to believe.


That more than natural things are possible.

But it doesnt.

Thats just it...



Then later that evening we went to Karaoke! At Toa Payoh SAFRA.. i think.

Well anyway i was able to try some english songs and it was ok.. *=D


I can sing both Eng and Malay songs


And ehemmm.. My darling can sing too. haha!

There is pitch problems here and there but hey!

who doesn't??

Singer?

well they have decided to make that their career so they better not have any pitch probs!

It was great..

But i was exhausted and had to work the next morning.. (9-8pm)




Monday



School was as per normal.

Stupid with nothing to do..

Its not that i don't want to do anything.

The mission they gave us to do is done and no one has actually told us what is in stall for this group.


I have no other comments than to say

Every man for themselves

Even the teachers are trying to save their own ass..


I just enjoyed the evening.


I went home wrecked due to no mission in school and that i myself has been so tired


So i was ready for my nap when i got home.

But then my mom wanted to go NTUC to buy chicken so i decided to accompany her


When we reached home i called Aliff cause i wanted to hear his voice just before he meet up with his band


He's been so busy nowadays


I have just adjusted to this events..


Affects me not even a single bit anymore..


After i heard my lullaby i was close to lala land when my brother asked me to accompany him


i was too tired so i pushed away his pleads


But then azim wanted to follow so i decided


Hack!


Get up lazy Ass.. Train for your NAFA.


When we got to the fitness corner at the Tampines-Pasir Ris connector


Amin had a game.. That i call torture


Its called pyramid.. Or atleast thats what this crazy guy claims


There were three of us so the 1st decision was by black and white


Azim-white

Me-white

Amin-Black


So he said OK! i'm one ( at this point of time i was like whatever)


Then it was azim and i.. Scissors paper stone


Azim-stone

Me-scissors


So Azim was two and i am three


This is the damn game:


Incline pull-up


One...Two...Three

Amin..Azim..Me


1.....2.....3

4.....5.....6

7.....8.....9

10..11..12

13..14..15

16..17..18


We were able to do until here..


Amin

1 +4+7+10+13+(16)=51


Azim

2+ 5+ 8+ 11+14+ 17=57


ME!!

3+6+9+12+15+18=63


Shit.. No wonder he wanted to be one!


anyway


Then we played a game i call Froggy


let me try to draw it..





Kinda like you have to bend until your leg is 90 degrees and change to the other leg.

We did 2 sets of 10 counts of 4.

Then the last game was to sprint about 70metre and then do 10 push up on count and run to the next two lamp post that we see and in total we did another 2 sets of 10 push up.

Then instead of using the lift we climbed up the stairs to level 5. Home sweet home.






Friday, July 25, 2008
25th July 2008
11:13:00 PM

Strong winds


Ernie feeling on the titanic.. kekeke!

We just came back from BMTC..

Don't ask what for

hehe





Thursday, July 24, 2008
HanZo 3 Months OLD!!
11:13:00 PM

Look At How nice He takes picture

So manje.......






Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Jumpy Hanzo
9:35:00 AM

He is already familiar to his play area.. look at him go!!



Monday, July 21, 2008
Something to try if your Bored
2:16:00 PM

Pizza Making



Click here to play this game


20 July 2008
10:24:00 AM


The day before ---19th--- My work shift was from 12noon-10pm. It was chris's last day at work. There after Aliff fetch me from work to go to his band BBQ. hmmm...

I don't think one of the friend like me that much.. He was like "cigarettes so damn nice" hmmm.. It was ever since that day i tried to stand the smoke but it proves more that i am getting weaker as i age. When Aliff asked me to stand up i was so dizzy. I think i didnt get oxygen in my system.. hmmmm..

Well the chix was so nice but i ate late night sooo... yeah.. I got asthma eventually.. hmmm.. I wish i can cure it.. I feel so weak lately..

Anyway..


20th!!

I woke up early like 8 am and went for 2.4km with shakinah, Azlina and Azim. Why do such a crazy thing early in the morning you ask?

Cause my NAFA test will be on the 1st of August 3pm.. i think.. Well....

My timing was 16:44 which would be B for my age.. How cool! But i cant imagine having this time running 6 rounds of the tracks of stadium. hmmm..

After this went to ayu's and back to my place cause she and Azim needs to go to religious class.


When they came back, a group of us played cluedo

This is the first time i learned playing this game. It is very interesting and fun.. Feel like gathering my bestest best budds and have this game a go.


At 4pm me, Azim, Ayu and nadia (my cousins) went to the gym at tampines stadium.

I can still do my sit ups. I did 40 in 1 min.. I did 3 pull up with weights below but i placed only a little.. So when i got on the weight it went down immediately.. HAHA!

Thats all.. Shutter run and sit&reach i am leaving it to chance..

I am 150m and i weight 47.2kg

After that me ayu nadia shared a meal at Mac donalds. Then we ate the 50cents ice cream. My older brother fetched us.

That was it.. After that i just rest at home.


Can't get enough of YOU gay boy.. hahaha!
10:17:00 AM



Thursday, July 17, 2008
Finalised Lord Loss
2:33:00 PM

In your vein " lies the will to kill
You hunger for " the flesh of those around you
Senses hightense " in the presence of blood...!
Creatures within " fighting to break free
Only he " can cure you of your sickness
A demon master in true form...!

--Bridge--
Lowly Lord loss Bows his head

In a world of black and white
Vile lord loss torments the dead
Time to sell your soul tonight

Seek thy creatures from the depths of hell
Call upon " the master of mayhem....
In your soul " thy shall show no fear
You can see him " coming in a distance
Companions ready " hearts filled with rage
Prepare for battle for your life

--Bridge--

In the relm " of thy demon
Challenged by " an ancient game of chess
Make your move " mortal.....!
Lord loss has you in his grips tonight.....!


In your vein " lies the will to kill
You hunger for " the flesh of those around you
Senses hightense " in the presence of blood...!
Creatures within " fighting to break free


++vision empowered in the absence of light
smell hightense in the presence of blood

++vision empowered in the absence of light
smell hightense in the presence of blood


Only he " can cure you of your sickness
A demon master in true form...!
Seek thy creatures from the depths of hell
Call upon " the master of mayhem....

In your soul " thy shall show no fear
You can see him " coming in a distance
Companions ready " hearts filled with rage
Prepare for battle for your life


++vision empowered in the absence of light
smell hightense in the presence of blood

++vision empowered in the absence of light
smell hightense in the presence of blood

Lowly Lord loss Bow...s his head
Vile lord loss " pleasures " tor " menting the dead
And gladly he will " beat " you
In a game " of chess
You " can never " turn back


Lord Loss
9:55:00 AM

I am finally done with the first protion of Lord Loss Lyrics for Scaphoids. So far its approved by the lead guitarist (my guy), and i have recorded it with me singing but im so sorry it seems like it can't be uploaded here.. So here it goes..

Oh before that i would like to say a special thanx to Aliff for giving me this opportunity to write a song about my favourite villan, Lord Loss.

Scaphoids for trusting me with their new song.

Ernie for telling me which is good and which isn't, i really needed that reality check.

And to Izzat for helping me brain storm on a suitable word to replace with what i have, very very BIG help.

So thank you all.

In your vein " lies the will to kill
You hunger for " the flesh of those around you
++senses hightense " in the presence of blood...!
creatures within " fighting to break free


Only he " can cure you of your sickness
A demon master in true form...!
Seek thy creatures from the depths of hell
call upon " the master of mayhem....


In your soul " thy shall show no fear
You can see him " coming in a distance
companions ready " hearts filled with rage
prepare for battle for your life


In the relm " of thy demon
Challenged by " an ancient game of chess
^^make your " mortal.....!
Lord loss has you in his grips tonight.....!


@>-- BlackRose **2nd part and the chorus on the way..


Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Cute lil Hanzo .. 15 July 2008
9:39:00 AM

When i got home yesterday and had an idea to let hanzo roam around as he pleases in our room. So i blocked out all the places that he can slip in. When i did all that i was expecting him to run around or atleast from me. Instead he stuck to me like glue. Watch the video below.. He's so cute. The one bouncing the ball is Azim my bro.


Afte that i brought in his food so he forgotten where he was and felt more comfy. He was jumping and running. He kept on jumping on my tummy a couple of times, by the way by this time me and Azim was watching Pans Labyrinth. But then he jumped on me n when i pet him he flattened hisbody and rested. So i combed he's fur and in no time he was sleeping. He yawned 3 times, this is the first time i saw this. And my body cramped so i shifted him on my chest beside my neck and lean my head on his and he continued on sleeping.



When he woke up the show ended and i placed him back in his cage. I was just telling Izzat how stressful it was to take care of Hanz, but later that day Hanz got closer to me than i'd ever imagine. *=) It really made my night.



Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Predictions.. To what extend are they true?
10:17:00 AM

Jucelino Noberga da Luz






Majority of his predictions are made in his dreams. The predictions that he ever made in the past are death of Princess Diana on 31 Aug 97, the World Trade Center attacks on 11 Sept 01 (predicted in 1989), the Bandar Ache Tsunami on 26 Dec 04 (predicted in 1997) and more.





Year 2008

~ Effective medicine for HIV & dengue treatment will be in market within year 2008

~ Earthquake (Magnitude 8.1) in Philippine (18 July)
~ Earthquake (M 9.1) in NanNing & NanHai Island of China, which may cause a tsunami of 30M high. (13 Sept)


Year 2009
~ Earthquake (M 8.9) in Osaka & Kobe, Jepang of Japan (25 Jan)
~ Earthquake (M 8.9) in Istanbul, Turkey (24 Aug)
~ Earthquake (M 7.8) in Sumatra, Indonesia (16 Dec)aYear 2013

~ Big achievement in treatment of cancer or tumour.

~ Existence of a new virus which called "ALS", which may cause human lose their immunity & can die within 4 hours of infection

~ 7300 million people die from the bird flue (virus H5N1)

~ Volcano explosion in Bahamas Island (nearby the Caribbean Sea) lead to the happen of an earthquake which may cause a tsunami of 150M high.


Year 2010 to 2043
~ The temperature of the few countries in Africa may reach up to 58 degree Celsius, which cause a serious dry season. (2010)

~ New virus species (called "ALS") found which can cause human lose their immunity & can die within 4 hours of infection (2011)

~ The Farm fires during the dry season has spread widely causing the phenomena of desertation, and between 2015 to 2020, the amazon forests will disappeared. (2012)

~ A small planet called "2002ZNT7" which has been confirmed by NASA on 31 June 2002 (Jucelino has informed the NASA the exist of a small planet in year 2000) will crash with the earth in year 2014 (60% of possibility).

~ The worldwide average temperature will reach 59 degree Celsius and many people will die from the heat (2015)

~ 80% of the human population death in the huge disasters in year 2043.
*** This are just predictions from him, we should not believe or live our lives waiting for this things to happen.. Have faith and just take precautions.. Come back to which we came from, i believe the world is ending.. Let it end but still our faith in our hearts and hold on to our religion close.. @>--


Marvellous archaeological Find
9:44:00 AM

I got this email today from Q. Like always Q would be giving interesting emails and this one caught my attention and here it is.



Marvellous archaeological find

On Tuesday the 29th May 2008 there was an article about a coin in the biggest Norwegian national newspaper, Aftenposten, titled " Fant fra 805" which translates to "found euro from yr 805".

The coin was found in Hurum, about 50 km west of Oslo (less than 10 km from my place) at a new construction site. But what was special about this coin other than been from yr 805?

From the inscription on the coin, the newspaper was fast to call the coin Arabic coin. When presented to an archaeology researcher at the university of Oslo, who happened to be a Muslim, he saw that the coin was more than just an Arabic coin. The inscriptions say "Bismillah, Laa ilaha illa'llah, wahdahu Laa sharikalak(in Arabic)" . Subhanallah!

Analysis of the coin, showed that it was a silver coin that is dated back to 805 during the reign of Khalifa Haroun Rashid, the most known of the Abbasids khalifas. At that time, Norway and Europe was still under the grip of the pagan vikings. Trade was already done at that time using Islamic currency all over Europe. That's why they called it "euro from 805". Europe started monetary union few years ago, something Muslims did 1200 yrs ago. How about that!

This shows how Muslims were in control of the economy, not only in the Middle East, but Europe and definitely the world.



Thursday, July 10, 2008
New character in Heroes season3
9:47:00 AM



Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Happy 3 years 6months @>--
11:25:00 AM

3 years 6months ago..

The memory of that day is still fresh in my mind
This was also the first day i went to a jamming session
And the first time i sat on some guys' lap

Yes, we were already flirting by this time
But the thing that hold us back was my O levels
After jamming you sent me home

While the bus 969 was making its way to Tampines
Droplets of rain flowing down the glass window
I'm looking out with you by my side

So close
The warmth and comfort that i felt
I didn't want to let you go.. Ever..

In my mind

When will i see him again
I know i have him in my grasp
But i need him to secure it..
I wanted you so bad

Tears started gathering in my eyes
The next thing i knew i was crying
I guessed you realized how much you meant to me
That was the first day anyone ever wiped my tears away

Upon reaching Tampines
We went our separate ways..
I had no choice but to accept that we will only be friends

We texted each other all the way
Like we always do
Not knowing that, that night will change my life forever

11:52pm

You text me
To be yours, to have my hand
For you to take care of

This was the first time i ever full heartedly accept to be in a realtionship
and it was with you Aliff

I don't care about my history

Believe me when i say
You are my first true love

8th January 2005

I gave you my heart
So you could...
Love me for the person i am
Take care of me
Defend me when others are against me
Care for me when I'm ill
Make me smile when I'm down
Be a friend when i have none
Hold me close to your heart and never let me go

If it is written

I pray to Allah that you are the Man that will be there with me
till the day i let out my last breath

I love you Aliff

I can never be too angry at you
I can never hate you

As each day that passes me by
I love you more

Happy 3Years 6Months Dear

@>-- Amalina







We had dinner at Swensens Changi Airport T2




And this is what we had.. Stuffed to the max!

Very wonderful evening <3>


My Baby.. Hanzo
11:15:00 AM



Drinking from his bottle
He's a very heavy consumer of plain water



Look at how long his body is....



He got up on my tummy and asks to be pet...
Then the face steam..
HAHA


This is Hanzo at 2months and 14days
Quite big in pic but he is still small
Very mischievious
moody
still scared at the slightest movement



Latest Art work
10:41:00 AM



How cute is this...
9:53:00 AM




Saturday, July 5, 2008
Scaphoids
10:18:00 PM







I found this on Youtube! haha.. This is one of Aliff's performance


Friday, July 4, 2008
~~Adventures Of The GREY Dolls!!~~
11:23:00 AM

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WE Are Super heores! Fighting crime.. defending the innocent!
dark grey gerl hides her identity using her hoodie
light grey girl hides her face with her hair!


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Light Grey girl "Damn dark grey! hide ur identity!"

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Dark grey girl "But i can't see"

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BAM!! POWW!!! ZZZZZEEEEEEZZZAAAMMMM!!
using our killer laser eyes!!!

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We've done a good job!! Now we can return to our hide out!!

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HHHHHAPPPPEEELLLLLYYY

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At a photo studio... Pussycat DOlls wana beee!! kakaka!

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"i don't think thats a nice pic".. hahahaha!!
**From the back**

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Who said that!!?? we SEEEEE you!!!!

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Final shot... wooooo.... And thats a rap!

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WE'll see you again in the next episode of ...
The Grey Dolllssss
JENG JENG JENG!!
And this is exactly the reason why i should'nt make a comic
HAHAHA!!
So Damn Bored aT school Man
Thank God i have something to look forward to
Later Today
&
Tomorrow!!


Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Yummy
9:40:00 AM

Hahaha.. i am compatible with dean more.. Yummy.. KAKAKA!!


Tuesday, July 1, 2008
I can't help it.. please check him out! PLEASE
5:17:00 PM




Get addicted, this is what music should sound like.. I LOVE VITAS.. Look at his outfit! Oh dear GOD!

Please blame me if you are addicted! hahaha..



Darren shan Demonata Series
11:22:00 AM

I have been waiting patiently for this, the 7th book of the Demonata series with the title



Death's shadow
You can't cheat Death


According to wikipeida it is released May 2008.

I want it so bad and the only place that i can find it is at JB, when will i ever go there.. hmmm..

"'Death's Shadow' continues to reveal more about Beranabus, Kernel, Grubbs, and Bec, as well as the continuing search for information on using the Kah-Gash. More information on the mysterious foe 'Shadow' (seen at the climax of Demon Apocalypse) is also discovered."

......Wikipedia...

And to all the Demonata readers, the 8th books has been titled and it is



Wolf island
Trespassers will be eaten

This however will be released Oct 2008 in UK
Who knows when it will reach our shores
i want this so bad

"Grubbs Grady treads new ground in this, the eighth dramatic title in the Demonata. But beware - Trespassers will be eaten! "We spot the werewolves as we skim the treetops. Mutated, vicious, hairy monstrosities, all fangs, claws and muscles. The beast within me tries to force its way to the surface, howling silently at its warped brethren. I've never rid myself of the wolf!" As the mysterious Shadow builds an army of demons, Grubbs and his team search desperately for answers. But when they follow up a new lead, it leads them to an old, unexpected foe - the Lambs. The curse of the Gradys has returned with a vengeance. Werewolves are on the loose. And they're hungry!"


Going through another day
9:59:00 AM




My latest Look.. Done none other than by my personal hairstylist Ernie Ellie last friday. What do think of this picture.. i look so frust? no? haha i displayed it on msn but izzat didnt like it. He called my face muka busuk just so that i change the picture, thank u so much my friend.. So anyway just read shadiQ's blog.. erkkkk... He went for a blood test.. Do you know What that means???? NEEDLES!! yeah thats right.. those damn needles.. i hate needles... it doesnt matter if they wana put something in u (but still!!) but nooooooo.... they had to suck out ur blood!! who in a right state of mind would do that??????





LOOK! So BIG!!!!! AAAHHHHH!!!! if i remembered correctly ernie ever scared me once when we were going for a check up for poly's admission and we were sitting infront of a room where they take blood samples, i knew that wasn't one of the things they needed but ernie convinced me otherwise and i went all gaga.. I almost cried! At last, we only had to check our vision -.-' relief!!!!!



Aliff

I decided to draw him from the side while we were watching Friends season7.

Does it look like him? hmmm....



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