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Friday, May 30, 2008
Next step for Hanzo
10:44:00 PM

6 DAYS AFTER ADOPTING HANZO
It was about time, so i tried to carry him..
But being hanzo, he needs some warm up, so i let him run around my body 1st

Just trying to look around


He was actually hiding as people was passing by. Shy boy..

This part he was really shocked cause azim just reach home so i covered him so that he feel safe
After that, then he was ready..

LOOK AT HOW CUTE HE LOOKS

THIS IS A GREAT VIEW OF HIS CUTE LITTLE FACE

BUT AFTER THAT HE WAS SCARED AGAIN.. AND AGAIN -.-'



Dream..
9:22:00 AM

I had the oddest dream today, it started out at my corridor looking out at the view from my house. But it wasn't the normal view, well i think it was, the end of the world. I was looking at an orangy-red sky. The building around me seem to be dusting (torn apart bit by bit, chunks of them) i tried my best to safe my mother from being hit by the debris and we climbed down the stairs. My mom has a bad knee so i offered my back to carry her, or atleast just helped her down.

We ran and the next thing i knew we were at temasek poly (yes, that far). I wanted to bring my mom under ground, thinking back its the end of the world we will die eventually. But when i almost wanted to give up as there wasn't any hope, everything seem to be falling apart around us.

Suddenly, everything went back to normal. I looked around and i was the only human around. BUT then, i found ricky martin!! Those who know me well, you should know who he is. KAKAKA! Then we were well i think together la since we were the only survivors.

Then!!! Jeng jeng jeng aliff came wearing like this.. seriously.. SO OBVIOUS ITS A DREAM!!



Hot la seh ALIFF... I was soooooo excited when i saw him!! I was like.. AYIE!! But ricky martin pulled me back by my arm. I was torned but i wanted to hug Aliff so bad, i had missed him so much. And with that coat on, he look so HOT! Then they fought and all i remember aliff saying was that before this happened she belongs to me.. I was like Oh My God! Two hot man fighting over me.. Well Aliff is hotter.. kakakakaka!!!

So ya that was my dream.. Then i woke up. Thank god i still only belong to Aliff.. Phew! I love you dear.



Thursday, May 29, 2008
Relationships**
11:26:00 AM

I haven't been blogging lately due to my busy schedule. Daily routine is to go to school, come back clean hanzo, pamper him till he sings..At night entertain my darling with my voice, which he claims is his lullaby. Hahaha! Its really good to know..




Today i wana talk about relationships




To what extend is the person you have is the right one for you?




To what extend does he think he/she loves you?




How do you know he is sincere?




If you know your reltionship is perfect, how will you be separated?

(Believe me, somehow you will)


As a human living on this earth, i have heard of many relationship problems. I thank Allah for taking care of me and my heart. Yes i have experienced lost due to deaths, i lost 2 of my brothers. But with that Allah brought me to Aliff, he just heals the pain. There use to be problems that were big and made me feel like i am alone in this world as he is the only one that i have, but through perseverance, things worked out and until now we have no problems. In relationships you have to give and take.

  • But what if you have done so but there is the 3rd person? You think you know someone. How do you react when you find out the person that means the whole world to you has someone else that shares their love with another? Surely you'll get hurt.. Its bad enough that they say they wont do it again but the same thing happens again. Believe me, for that moment you just don't want to live anymore.

  • There are people who just want that someone SO much that they don't care about the situation. I knew someone once,Y likes X when they only know each other for only a month. The thing is X is still with the ex when X is with Y. And created a little x.. (X's ex is preggys). Y got to know and actually still agreed to marry X and wants to keep that baby!! hmmm... No comment there..
  • Got married due as he made his gf preggs, but now he is getting a divorce when his daughter is only bearly 4 mths. AND he already got his current gf preggys.. The wife love him by the way i see it.. But what do I know.. But still i pity her..

The above are just some examples of what people face through in life, there are many more situations but will not be mentioned here. So people out there, please.. if you are not ready for a relationship, DON'T be in one. And friends.. Be there for this victims of love, they need us..

Since today is about relationship, here is todays headline news today.....

N.Y. governor seeks to recognize gay marriages

Report: Paterson tells agencies to comply; Calif. couples may wed June 17




SAN FRANCISCO - As California set a date for gay couples to begin getting married in the state, it was revealed Wednesday that New York's governor has ordered state agencies to begin recognizing gay marriages performed in states and countries where they're legal.

Same-sex marriages legally performed elsewhere would be recognized in New York in response to a state court ruling this year, Gov. David Paterson's spokeswoman said Wednesday.

State agencies, including those governing insurance and health care, must immediately change policies and regulations to make sure "spouse," "husband" and "wife" are clearly understood to include gay couples, according to a memo sent earlier this month from the governor's counsel.




**I Don't know where this world is leading to.. And as

match box twenty's song suggest..

**Sings**


I believe the world is burning to the ground
Oh well I guess we're gonna find out
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come

Well I, believe, its all, coming to an end
Oh well, I guess, we're gonna pretend,
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come

Its gone gone baby its all gone
There is no one on the corner and there's no one at home
It was cool cool, it was just all cool
Now it's over for me and it's over for you
Well its gone gone baby its all gone
There is no one on the corner and there's no one at home
Well it was cool cool, it was just all cool
Now it's over for me and it's over for you









Monday, May 26, 2008
Presenting...~
10:25:00 AM

***MY NEW DARLING***















Bio data



Name: Hanzo aka Hanz



Gender: Male



From: Sam's pet store



Day i got him: 24th May 2008



Age: 1 month



Diet: thimothy and alfafa hay



Species: Abbysinian



Price: $129 (loan from Aliff **thank u so much love**)



Colour: Mostly Brown & white.. A very pinky nose



Pic taken by: Azlina (who accompanied usto get him)











Bio data



Name: Cookie



Gender: Female



From: Sam's pet



Day ernie got her: 24th May 2008



Age: 1 month



Diet: Timothy & Alfafa Hay



Species: Abbysinian



Price: $129



Colour: Mostly white, has black patch on the right and light brown on the other side



Picure: Taken by Ernie



THIS is my favoutrite darling ichuink, as a baby the mom attacked and refuse to feed him so i sepearted him and fed him with milk. It was hard times but he made it and grew up to be a full grown adult.. After that incident he doesnt *chink* like any other hamsters..

Everytime when i hold him he will clean my hand, hamster way, ad lick it.. But he doesnt to any one else.. I dont think i can let him go if he were to pass soon.. He is coming t three human year, and its almost time.. I just don't want him to leave me... he's such a darling..

The top pic is one of his tricks to get my attention. Standing very tall..




The show i will never forget
10:00:00 AM

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Friday, May 23, 2008
90's cartoons!!
5:11:00 PM

Topic of the day.. CArtoons from the 90's.. Surely u'll go YAYAYAYAYAYAYAAYAYAYAYA!!!

My all time fav.. freakazoid!! freakazoid!!


And all time favourite.. GARGOLYES!!!!



Your truely animaniacs



Our unforgetable hero!! ninja turtle!!



The best duo ever.. Double dragon



Something we somehow got addicted




Thursday, May 22, 2008
find something new
9:11:00 PM




Ernie found this website to make our own doll that looks like us, got addicted and did an image of myself..


What do you think about this?? Does it look like me?

I would say i have the fangs.. the nose.. eyes.. well everthing la.. hehehe!




And i tried AlifF kekeke! kinda like Aliff huh..
I also tried Ernie.. Its been a while since i've seen zali so i didnt dare make.. kakakaka!

Shahizwan.. hahaha.. if ur not happy with your eyes tell me k dear.. cos ur always with specs, this is the closest of how i think your eyes would look like.. hehehehe!

This is azim haha.. my puny little brother..





This was taken today..
look how excited ernie is.. Kakakaka!! she's so excited she look scary..


Tuesday, May 20, 2008
!!!!!!!!!!!
11:27:00 PM




I finally get to drive RX-8. 1st driving went off to changi airport for dinner with my hubby. He was so excited to sit pasenger sit, hahaha! He say nv get to sit there..




So at swensen he open his presents:
  1. A quicksilver boxer
  2. a scarf for his mommy's bday this 29th may
  3. a puma watch
  4. a limited edition METALLICA surfer short

I am really glad u liked it dear. Everything i do, i do it for you @>--





Monday, May 19, 2008
KL trip 17-19 may 2008
10:02:00 PM

Too many things to say, haha..

1st day
*my brother amin ripped my shoe! n the base of it like totally came off
*right after me n my mom got left on the station cos my dad hurried to a leaving train
*went to klcc suria for lunch
*But then i got to crossed path with siti nurhaliza at pavilion!! i didnt see her though.. i saw her husbands face.. damned.. i shld have chased her n take a pic with her! menyesal!
*saw Aliff a limited edition item which i knew he'd like but didnt get
*went to pasar malam at jalan masjid

2nd day
*breakfast
*pavilion to catch narnia prince caspian


nice show but i didnt quite like the ending

*Went chow kit for dinner and the bazaar

3rd day
*Made my day home after breakfast

We made a video on the bus on the way home.. hehehe!



The one in blue is Nasar,my 3rd brother..
the one with the ugly face is amin
The cheeky small boy is azim, younger bro
the ending are my parents..
Abit stupid video but i hope u enjoy


Friday, May 16, 2008
ma and ernie as dolls
11:16:00 AM

Left is me; Right is ernie
Nothing to do.. Sorry




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Thursday, May 15, 2008
I wont forget this day
10:20:00 PM

I passed my driving test!! i have my license!
Thank you encik Wahab(my instructor) for helping me all this way. I passed with 18 points! My dad was happy and thankful that i passed, he's bringing us to KL this weekend.. My darling Aliff is so proud of me, but i still have to take one more test.. RX-8.. i have to take a crash course with him.. That is more scary i tell you.. That's his baby!! kekekeke!



There after i met azim and blanja him go watch congkak! It is

worth watching so do watch it! hehehe!


good night everyone
@>--


Monday, May 12, 2008
11 May 2008
11:38:00 PM

Mother's day and my dad's birthday!!








What's been happening..
10:01:00 AM

Saturday 10.5.08

I work in the morning from 9-1pm..

Met Aliff at the back of my work place, we went to eat at zam2, ayam goreng briani! wooohooo! yummy.. Then we went off to peninsular to buy his death angel's new album.
And!! He forgotten to bring his NETS card -.-' so he has to buy it some other time.. Then he brought me to his office, finally i get to see where he works.. Hehe! very nice.. So i made a drawing there of what i saw there and its on his desk! Yee!




And his uncle left his phantom bike and we took some pics..





Then we visited my cousin(kakak sedare) who is married and now living in chua chu kang which is very near to Aliff's place.When we got there, oh did i mention her husband is chinese convert, her husband Mohd just took Aliff to their living room and my cousin took me upstairs to her room.. I LOVE HER HOUSE! she really knows how to renovate a house really.. When me and Aliff get a place i want to hire her as a home designer! kakakak! yeah.. they have this gaming corner which Aliff and Mohd spent at after dinner..

Dinner...
Oh god, the nasi goreng is nice! But Mohd placed too many ric on my plate.. I really hate to waste food but i really could'nt fill my small tummy no more!

CATS..
She has three cats, mimi, boy and sahsha. Sahsha was ssosooooososoooo big i tell u! if only she was orange she would have looked like garfield! hahaha.. She belongs to Mohd like way before they got married.. 4years if im not wrong..

1 year a married couple..
My kak sdara knew her husband like 7 yrs before they got married, i think if me and Aliff have a future together it'll be around there also. So it is possible, she proved to me that if you found your soulmate, nothing will ever stand in your way.. I knew she had a hard time to reach her happy ending now.. Acceptance of family,family probs and many more but i know she is at her happiest..

At the end of the day, she told me to come back again and then texted me "Me and mohd thinks Aliff is a nice guy n i think he's gd 4 u".. It was really nice to know.. As time go by, im more assured that he is the one i want to spend the rest of my life with.

Before he send me off, i spend the time in his arms.. <3



What's been happening...
9:45:00 AM

Friday 9.5.08
All i can say is that me, ernie, azlina and isabella went to have lunch at Mac Donalds and then we got this sweets! Although i'm not a sweet tooth.. hehehehe!!





Friday, May 9, 2008
My Art piece..
3:17:00 PM

These are two of my new creations..




I started out with a leaf




I just started drawing all kinda stuff




More stuff





Finalised piece



This is picture from a book i read titled

"Shadow Of The Wind"
















Thursday, May 8, 2008
A peek at what we did at school today
9:45:00 PM

Well, me and ernie noticed that girls nowadays like to pose with their lips perked.. It is awfully funny.. So.. WE tried it out, what do u think about this.. hahahaha! kids out there.. girls rather, stop doing it, its sooo not natural.. hope you guys have a good laugh from this pictures:







Hahaaha! Well hope you've enjoyed the photo, and please be natural.. don't perk Your lips.. look at how funny me and ernie look.. Hahaha.. Well hope you guys had fun watching us make a fool of ourselves..
Good night everyone!!


Todays post worth reading.. PLEASE READ ON!!
9:11:00 AM

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For all the challenges GOD send me,
He neutralised it with You dear
I was really Hoping to meet you today
But i would feel much better if you had fun today
really dear..
@>--
Happy 3years 4months Aliff dear
I keep falling in love with you over and over again
Ok..The other thing.. Turns out i didnt only counted down for my anniversary!
i have a little nephew that just arrived on this earth!
Hehe.. I hope i can meet him today later evening. The mom's doing good so yeah
I wonder what his name will be
That is kind of one of THE awaited moments normally for new borns dont u think
so??
Well i will update this collum for the darlings picture along with his name
YesterDAY
Viewers discretion is advised.. Those who are mushy, stop reading here
i mean it
Here goes........
It started out when me, ernie and azlina were eating our lunch
Azlina noticed this old man staring at us
We just shook it out of our mind when he went away
But then he came back
But this time he finally spoke to us
PPPOOOOOOOOOoooooooooTTTT!!!
That bugger farted at us!!! Damn asshole!! good thing there was'nt any smell!!
hahahahaha!!
Jeng Jeng Jeng
Later that evening
It was me and ernie all by ourselves...
We could see the mushroom... Ahhhhhh... Home soon
Then from the toilet appeared a very very very extra healthy lady
vavavooooom i tell u
i noticed her dress was not flowing down.. got stuck somewhere
Thank god she had a black panty hose on
i wanted to tell her but
**GOD why did i look down**
SHE WAS'NT WEARING AN UNDERWEAR!!
EEEWWWWWWWWWWWwww!!
Damned i felt like puking!!
EEWWW!!!
all i can say is its fat and ugly!! kakakakakakakaa!!
I warned you!!
kakakakakakaakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakaka!!
Have a good day everyone!
@>-- Black rose


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